*Crickets* Okkaayyy... Been a while since I've written.. 2 years in fact.. Twitter and Facebook sorta got me occupied.. Hmm, let's see if I still remember how to get all these codes and edits done.. Back in a bit...
Gonna be 2 years since I last wrote and lots have happened... Well, for one, after what seems like eternity, I have dragged my repressed self out of the clutches of the hormonally imbalanced creature.. Got my break, so to speak, and things seem to be moving along great... It was fine and dandy for the first few days and somewhat of a freak wave hit me in the face.. Something that seems minute but was blown out of proportion..
Anyhoo, it opened my eyes to some people and I am still pondering if it's a blessing or a curse at this point in time... Things started to feel oddly familiar and before long, it's clear as day that it's the same old crap all over again. Sigh. At least I am duly rewarded? Wow, that doesn't seem to motivate me one bit.. Dammit... I've not even passed the safety period and I'm feeling disillusioned already..
Only consolation? I have me some cool comrades. Guess its always good to have some companions while you are knee deep in shit... But still, I guess I still gotta do some pondering over this and come to a decision on whether I still want to go down this road knowing that there's a HUGE possibility that history will repeat its ugly self again.. Ugh. FML. Seriously.
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